Day 3

Ok I didn't actually post yesterday (day 3)... the day started out really well, went to the gym did a good work out.. got to work and the day was not sooo bad.. I was on the waiting list for spin (again!) and didn't get a call.. I was totally bummed out! went home with intentions of running on the treadmill.. guess what? once home.. I changed into my comfy clothes ate a good dinner and watched t.v.  there was no treadmill for me! The good news is I have stayed on points so far! I have not cheated.. last night I had some ritz crackers but I did account for them... I was feeling really down by the time i had gotten home.. I am not sure why.. I think I am feeling overwhelmed again.. (finances) I KNOW that God has got it.. yet I worry.. Forgive me Lord! I wanted this blog to be an inspiration to anywho who may be trying to lose weight..and I am pretty sure that is not what I am! I guess this is the realness of it... This is hard.. the whole thing.. the physical and the mental part of it.. I pray that it gets easier..