week one down!

First let me say, I am sorry that I did not post last night! I was busy with my kindle, I was finishing a book and couldn't put it down! I got my first week down... yesterday was pretty uneventful.. I went to the gym, work home.. the usual routine.. I stayed on points all day.. had a decent dinner and suddenly while watching a little t.v. and reading.. I saw my husband getting a donut.. and I asked for one and he gave me one and I ATE it!! Can you believe it!! I have not even figured out how many points that was! I probably don't want to know.. At that moment I considered giving up that diet.. I honestly did.  I just thought "this is the foods I want to eat" so why keep doing the exercise and eating crap that I do not want! Then I see a skinny chic on t.v. with an adorable outfit on and I think.. I want to wear that cutsie little top! But I remember then that fat girls like me have no business in clothes like that! and once again I realize this is why I have to stick to the plan! Tonight after work I am meeting up with my BFF her daughters and my baby girl and we are going to walk/jog the track at ESU.. For now I must get myself busy on legal crap afterall that is why they pay me  the big buck! have a great day everyone and I will talk to you soon!!