last day

well here I am about to start my diet tomorrow. This is my last day of freedom. I went to church this morning and we sang a song that just spoke to me. "Lord reign in me" there is a line that goes "Lord reign in me again" and that is exactly where I am. With everything going on ie Dave being laid off the cold winter and the worry of keeping heat going and food on the table somehow I just took it upon myself to take it all upon my shoulders and not give any of it to God... I dont want to do that anymore! So along with losing physical weight I want to lose all the mental baggage as well! I am going to journal my way through this transformation in hopes that it will help me and if someone should read it and get something from it.. then great!