Day 1

Well it is 9:15 on day 1... I got up at 5:15 went to the gym and worked out for an hour and a half showered and now I am at work... I don't think my workout was as good as it should have been! I don't feel as if I pushed myself like I should have... And I am already hearing those voices in my head telling me I can't and won't be able to do this! SATAN GET BEHIND ME!! as the Casting Crowns sing... the voice of truth tells me a different story!! I am now at work and pray that it is a hunger free day.. nothing worse then sitting at work and feeling hungry.  I planned ahead and packed out healthy snacks so ..... I am supposed to do a spin class after work but for some reason it is now the most popular thing around and I am on the waiting list and not looking good for me to get in??? That has me down... it is such a good workout! I will get back  to you on whether or not I get into the class or not.

after church yesterday I went to the store to pick up a few last minute things that I needed to kick off D day (diet)... in the check out line I was starting to feel hungry as it was getting to be lunch time.. I thought I had better grab a candybar not just a candybar but a KING size candy bar!! I thought I had better eat this now! WHY?? did I feel I had to have that candybar before I started the big D?? This is when I have to face the reality of just how bad of an addiction this really is for me... I have just been praying for God's help to get me where I know I need to be..

Well I will post some more before bed tonight.. if you should happen to come across this and read it... please lift me up in your prayers... I can sure use them!